Spend some time in your favorite meditative focus and ask for whatever you are ready for. Allow. We like the Go To Glow Meditation as it is really simple and deep, and not requires using the mind:
If you have not done your inner child work… especially establishing a working relationship with your Magical Inner Child [the You you came in as… the front for your Higher Self], this is suggested as a priority to get more out of the approaching shifts. Decades ago one of my teachers (Lazaris) said that “if you do your inner work, wherever you are going it will be brighter when you get there”.
Remember, it has already happened, so the only way to miss a cosmic appointment is to worry you will.
Bless and injoy, keith and barbara